Uncategorized


Uncategorized01 Jun 2010 12:11 am

Kafka lands resurrected in Crewe
deposited by a silvery alien craft,
And whilst he is wondering what to do
He is asked to show his pass
Or pay an instant one off fine
At a cash dispenser of his choice
And they are checking all the time
On his irises face and voice.

And of course they find that he is not,
They discover he just cannot be there,
Although he seems as if he is visible,
And has hands and toes and hair,
If he is not on the Great Data Bank,
He plainly and simply cannot be,
He is not listed and he is not ranked
He is surely not like you and me.

So they cant detain him in custody
But they do not have to let him go
He never ever happened, period
So who can ever tell, or know.
So on a lonely bench in quiet shade
He sits alone and unremarked,
Wondering what games they play,
Against the backdrop of the park.

And so, are we just the opposite,
Are we all consigned to hidden files,
Are machines deciding who we are,
Where we live, and when we smile,
Is nothing a certain and real fact,
Unless computer correlated true,
And should your dossier go into error,
How can you prove, you are really you.

How do you verify yourself for a loan,
If your ranking gets compromised,
How do you overturn all their data,
Making you a pariah in others eyes,
You may hold letters of validity,
They may grudgingly know its you,
Unless their system grants absolution,
There is nothing they can say or do.

So unless we are verifiable as sound,
And our image assuages Superhal,
No one will ever trust us again,
No one will ever want to be our pal,
But this is not like yesteryear,
When a quick query cleared your name,
Your questions are merely registered,
And you just get told how to complain.

Complaints are collated and quantified,
They are cross filed and referenced,
You must never lose this number,
And you must never take offence,
You are continually adjourned,
Or moved to yet another floor,
In the hope that you will falter,
From all that has gone before.

Meanwhile youre mugged, not statistically,
Contract MRSA, but its not on file,
Your children cannot read or write,
But their qualifications raise a smile,
You always hit potholes that dont exist,
To save waiting on trains that dont arrive,
But whose flexitimes prove you missed,
The only one late out of fifty five.

You cry out to be heard aloud,
But the echoes mock your voice,
You cannot afford the telephone,
Cant bypass enforced menus of choice,
Cannot contact a single human being,
By department, name or reason,
All this evolved like a dripping tap,
Season upon big brother season.

Then one day walking in solitude,
Your will to try nearly quenched,
There is the quiet of the shady park,
There is the man upon the bench,
Who looks at you knowingly,
And asks you if you ever read,
And says Then I am Kafka,
You Must Tell Me What You Need.

So He went up to their doors,
The Nameless Man with Faceless Face,
And bearded them in their hallowed den,
Their plush revered and holy place,
And caused unmitigated consternation,
As he either was not really there,
Or indeed actually physically existed,
Solidly sitting silent in his chair.

So they asked him what he would want,
If he were real and not mere illusion,
For his appearance was so inopportune,
His face and features causing confusion,
His DNA was an embarrassment,
Never born, nor listed, nor created,
Never taxed, treated, nor arrested,
Never receiving a non education.

So he stood up to his full height,
And drew up his deepest breath,
That made him seem immortal,
And made them all fear death,
And his mighty voice resounded,
So much the walls retained his words,
We want to be individuals again
We want to speak and to be heard,
We want our voice to really matter,
And we want to hear no more lies,
We want illusion swept away,
Replaced by council of the wise,
We want common sense to prevail,
And not statistical subterfuge,
Which tries to tell us its all ok,
When we know it must improve,
We want you to abdicate and take,
Your machines and Mandarins away,
And we want it done immediately,
Oh Yes, we want it done today.

Or else I will shine in prime time,
And then all will see its me,
The man who is not Kafka,
The man who simply cannot be,
Then where will your credibility go,
Will they ever listen to your pleas.
No, far better for you to go now,
And leave reality to me.

And they went away in disarray,
Whilst he heralded a new era,
No one knew who the hell he was,
But yet everything seemed clearer,
Everything was as it appeared,
Nothing hidden, no more of the lies,
And no one filed his disappearance,
When he finally left our skies.

They can media us its always fine,
Statistic prove what cannot be true,
They can try to justify their lies,
Attempt to airbrush history in two,
They may perceive us all as fools,
Force fed on false soap opera goals,
But cannot forever control our minds,
Nor assume they own our souls,
For Long term lies have multiplied,
And now are ringing empty and hollow,
What seemed so reasonable yesterday
Will be disproved upon the morrow,
And with these endless lies surfacing,
Just Like The Man Who Could Not Be,
The truth will slowly become visible,
And the truth will set us free.

Ex systems programmer living in England

Uncategorized24 Mar 2010 03:54 pm

You speak simple, completley understandable
justifications
I respect them, respect you, honor what you tell me
and even though I know where you’re coming from,
I just wanted to share with you, let you hear:
my heart…it’s crying…
for you,
your words,
and hands
your hugs, kisses
comfort…
I want you…
frightening, shaking, nervous to admit: “I need you”
want me
need me
please be with me and share with me
any and everything, anytime, anywhere
I am here, ready, willing, WANTING to listen
waiting to know about YOU
your past, present, even your secrets
I give you my word: there will be no judge present,
just me…standing, with open arms, waiting
for you to take the first steps,
whether they be grand or microscopic, I will wait
with tired, heavy arms for you to come to me.
I understand the situation isn’t the easiest,
but hopefully you will feel as I,
when I tell you: “nothing that’s worth anything is
easy”
Are you thinking about me as I write this?
Am I pacing back and forth in your thoughts like you
are in mine?
Do you feel the love and power in your heart the way I
do?
Please say yes…please……..please
your eyes say yes, but I can’t read your heart;
if it is in your heart that actions are born,
or your kiss that speaks your desires
I know the answers to my questions but still crave for
you to tell me
I am scared of what lies ahead,
afraid of what is, can, or will be
of your ability to heartache.
Is it worth it? you, me, together, one?
the passion spoken between our lips, hands scream yes
my heart yearns for your company, your touch.
mornings welcomed with bright lights glow, even though
it’s pouring rain
when I am with you, rain is foreign, non-existent
complete
your hand in mine,
my hand in yours.
whichever way it is to be spoken.
so much more than lust…it’s
shared swings,
speaking eyes,
held hands not wanting to let go, a lost key to a
lock,
introductions and visits,
talking birds,
spilled drinks,
written words on my skin…
touch me
paint me
I am your canvas…
laughs and unexplainable want, emotion following,
chills thta never go away
like a consistent heart singing your name.
wipe the hair form my forehead with your fingertips
look into my eyes and read me…
we kiss
it can’t be!
did you really just read me?
or
are we thinking the same thing?
Romance tangled in a thorn brush, pleading to get out.
“you’re hurting me, I’m crying, bleeding from all the
thorns”
run with me,
play with me,
sing with me,
but especially swing with me.
swing with me to the moon, so we can let go
of the chains we hold on to that keep us from falling,
the chains that are the only separation
from my arms to be wrapped around your waist,
the only separation that keeps me from running my
fingers through your hair.
chains those damn chains.
messages we send
back and forth
in secret,
they hate it, you do it anyway
(one of my favorite characteristics)
“I’m falling, tumbling, rocks”
I am too.
Kiss, feel, touch,
my lips,
breasts,
face, any and eveything for you.
discover me…
I want…need…ask…beg
for you to
discover me.
you say it’s hard to open up, share your intimacy,
I want to make it easier, reassure you with open arms,
ears and smiles
I am HERE…talk to me.
Lets share
experience,
emotion,
familiarities,
unknowns,
places,
kisses,
breath,
what’s mine is yours,
take as you please, but I warn you:
(I am strong, very strong) but
that strength has the capability to soften for time to
time
I can cry, hurt… please don’t hurt me
fragile is I, behind all the strength,
but step not on egg shells or bite your tongue,
FOR YOU I’LL BE ME,
IF FOR ME YOU’LL BE YOU<

My name is Catherine Marshall; I am a senior at Texas Tech University. My major is English and my minors are mass communications and Spanish. I am from Houston, Texas, born and raised. I love to write and act. My favorite thing to do is to be on stage; there is no feeling I get in comparison to the rush I get when I am acting. My dream is to be on Broadway, in movies, and take part in play writes as well. I am twenty-one years old and in the next year I will be going to Europe (Seville, Spain) to study abroad and will be graduating in December of 2005. After graduation I want to spend time teaching English in a foreign country (which one…I don’t know yet) and am anxious and looking forward to the experience. Between now and the future I will focus on my school work, graduating with good grades, and working toward my dream of becoming an actress.

Uncategorized24 Mar 2010 12:07 pm

You make me smile
like I’ve seldom done before
You give me a reason
to want more and more…

Of you - of us
any time - any where
It doesn’t matter
as long as you’re there…

In your heart and in your soul
as much as in mine
We have a connection
that escapes time…

And probably logic
as some people would say
But it does not matter
if we cannot be us today…

Or tomorrow
for everyone to see
because what we share
is between you and me…

We cannot turn back time
to another place
when our lives were
different and we didn’t face…

The challenges of being
together today…
Our obstacles only lead
us to find new ways…

To share a special moment
or steal a little kiss…
Something so special
that many people miss -

Out on for their entire lives
Not lucky enough to find
That one person who satisfies
their body and their mind…

We are truly special
because we found each other
no matter how hard it
is to be together…

Right now atleast -
We will find a way
to see each other
almost every day…

Until the time comes
when we are free
from our past decisions
we will still be…

One incredible pair
of people who
share a special love
and friendship too..

Unlike anything
most people dream
of achieving just once
in this life it seems…

Resource Box - © Danielle Hollister (2004) is the Publisher of BellaOnline Quotations Zine - A free newsletter for quote lovers featuring more than 10,000 quotations in dozens of categories like - love, friendship, children, inspiration, success, wisdom, family, life, and many more. Read it online at - http://www.bellaonline.com/articles/art8364.asp

Uncategorized23 Mar 2010 03:05 am

I use words as others use algebraic signs: with meticulousness, with caution, with the precision of the artisan. I sculpt in words. I stop. I tilt my head. I listen to the echoes. The tables of emotional resonance. The fine tuned reverberations of pain and love and fear. Air waves and photonic ricochets answered by chemicals secreted in my listeners and my readers.

I know beauty. I have always known it in the biblical sense, it was my passionate mistress. We made love. We procreated the cold children of my texts. I measured its aesthetics admiringly. But this is the mathematics of grammar. It was merely the undulating geometry of syntax.

Devoid of all emotions, I watch your reactions with the sated amusement of a Roman nobleman.

I wrote:

“My world is painted in shadows of fear and sadness. Perhaps they are related - I fear the sadness. To avoid the overweening, sepia melancholy that lurks in the dark corners of my being - I deny my own emotions. I do so thoroughly, with the single-mindedness of a survivor. I persevere through dehumanization. I automate my processes. Gradually, parts of my flesh turn into metal and I stand there, exposed to sheering winds, as grandiose as my disorder.

I write poetry not because I need to. I write poetry to gain attention, to secure adulation, to fasten on to the reflection in the eyes of others that passes for my Ego. My words are fireworks, formulas of resonance, the periodic table of healing and abuse.

These are dark poems. A wasted landscape of pain ossified, of scarred remnants of emotions. There is no horror in abuse. The terror is in the endurance, in the dreamlike detachment from one’s own existence that follows. People around me feel my surrealism. They back away, alienated, discomfited by the limpid placenta of my virtual reality.

Now I am left alone and I write umbilical poems as others would converse.

Before and after prison, I have written reference books and essays. My first book of short fiction was critically acclaimed and commercially successful.

I tried my hand at poetry before, in Hebrew, but failed. Tis strange. They say that poetry is the daughter of emotion. Not in my case.

I never felt except in prison - and yet there, I wrote in prose. The poetry I authored as one does math. It was the syllabic music that attracted me, the power to compose with words. I wasn’t looking to express any profound truth or to convey a thing about myself. I wanted to recreate the magic of the broken metric. I still recite aloud a poem until it SOUNDS right. I write upright - the legacy of prison. I stand and type on a laptop perched atop a cardboard box. It is ascetic and, to me, so is poetry. A purity. An abstraction. A string of symbols open to exegesis. It is the most sublime intellectual pursuit in a world that narrowed down and has become only my intellect.”

Sam Vaknin ( samvak.tripod.com ) is the author of Malignant Self Love - Narcissism Revisited and After the Rain - How the West Lost the East. He served as a columnist for Global Politician, Central Europe Review, PopMatters, Bellaonline, and eBookWeb, a United Press International (UPI) Senior Business Correspondent, and the editor of mental health and Central East Europe categories in The Open Directory and Suite101.

Until recently, he served as the Economic Advisor to the Government of Macedonia.

Visit Sam’s Web site at samvak.tripod.com

Meals & More& Biz Ops& Uncategorized13 Jan 2010 11:17 pm

The reason for the chocolatiers choosing the use of a tempering machine instead of doing tempering by hand is that manual tempering is very difficult. Another reason is if the chocolate is tempered with the tempering machine, the chocolate remains tempered for more time, even all night.

But even now, artisanal chocolatiers refuse to be tempted by tempering machines and stick only to tempering by hand, using tabliering, because they know manually-made chocolates do attract a huge segment of chocolate lovers. Tabliering hails from France and in this method melted chocolate is cooled on a heat-absorbing plane like a marble slab.

Moisture is an enemy to tabliering. All the equipment and the surfaces for doing tabliering must be kept dry. Even one or two drops of moisture may cause “seizing”, due to which the chocolate will become a hard lump and you won’t be able to design or create with it. Seizing may result even if you do rapid heating as well as freezing.

For tabliering, you’ll need a pound of chocolate as base and cooking gear like a knife, chopping board, spatula, mixing bowl, a double boiler and a thermometer capable of measuring even low temperatures like 82F and a cookie sheet. Note that all these must be moisture-free.

Cut the chocolate into thin ribbons, placing these on the upper pan of the double boiler. Use the lower pan to boil water on low heat. Regularly stir the chocolate ’til it melts to 108-115F, depending upon the type of chocolate. The molten chocolate, otherwise called the mush, is poured into a dry mixing bowl; watch that it pours cleanly without being lumpy.

Spread, scrape and work two-thirds of the melt on a marble slab with the spatula, until heat has lowered to about 80-82F. The remaining mush in the bowl should not harden and should retain a 100F temperature.

After the cooling temperature is attained, integrate the remaining one-third of the chocolate into the mixed mush and work as before ’til the whole mush reaches cooling levels. Dark chocolates must then be reheated to 86 to 90F; semi-sweet chocolates to 86 to 88F; and white chocolates to 82 to 84F. To check if ideal tempers have been reached, dip the end of the spatula into the chocolate and let air for 5 minutes. If you observe that the chocolate has hardened and become shiny, then it has tempered well. You can now dip, sculpt, mold or design after this.

But during the whole process of tabliering and while working, you must monitor and maintain the specific temperatures because otherwise, chocolate will lose temper and you’ll need to re-temper it. You can set the mush on a bain-marie for some time, ensuring that there is no moisture.

Uncategorized06 Jan 2010 10:28 am

Sometimes we feel hard-pressed,
Our backs against the wall;
Sometimes we feel lightheaded,
As if we are going to fall.

Sometimes we feel fierce anger
At those who misuse guns;
Sometimes we feel ashamed
Of how we treat God’s little ones.

Sometimes we feel excited,
As when a birthday nears;
Sometimes we feel withdrawn
And retreat to inner spheres.

Sometimes we feel so lonely,
Without a friend or foe;
Sometimes we feel confused,
Can’t decide which way to go.

Sometimes we feel too sensitive,
Weep over some small thing;
Sometimes we feel quite infantile
And desire pampering.

Sometimes we feel depressed,
Lost in pity and despair;
Sometimes we feel great serenity,
Strolling the beach somewhere.

Sometimes we feel deep hurt
When treated loathingly;
Sometimes we feel frustration,
When given the third degree.

Sometimes we feel divine,
Spiritually renewed;
Sometimes we feel tranquil,
Relaxed in solitude.

Sometimes we feel loving,
Wanting to kiss and hug;
Sometimes we feel defiant
Must resist an all out tug.

Sometimes we feel deep grief,
When someone we loved has died;
Sometimes we feel outraged,
When our rights have been denied.

Sometimes we feel resentful
For no particular reason at all.
Sometime we feel like fighting
Against injustice and unfair gall.

We experience all kinds of feelings
From the sanguine to the crass;
They’re as changing as the seasons,
And as fragile as fine glass.

A sacred gift, our feelings
God gave to each one of us.
To feel His boundless love;
Feelings, O how glorious!

EzineArticles Expert Author Saundra L. Washington

Rev. Saundra L. Washington, D.D., is an ordained clergywoman, veteran social worker, and Founder of AMEN Ministries. She is also the author of two coffee table books: Room Beneath the Snow: Poems that Preach and Negative Disturbances: Homilies that Teach which can be reviewed on her site. Her new book, Out of Deep Waters: My Grief Management Workbook, is expected to be available soon.

You are welcome to visit AMEN Ministries: Your Soul’s Service Station for spiritual refreshing, soul edification, browse our newly expanded mini shopping mall or review our recommended books you may want to add to your personal library.

Blessings to all!

Uncategorized05 Jan 2010 07:41 am

So Many Einstein’s

The morning mist, insists there is a God.
The earth remains faithful to its orbit.
The comet cries out to a hundred planets.

The sun ascends over the horizon.
From eight to eighty, so many Einstein’s.
The evening dust descends over tired wings.

To those who write music, paint poetry,
I say: our goal is to make whole the sum;
Wherein, reason can dwell among everyone.

Dennis, some of that figurative verse is great;
Perhaps as good as anyone can make.

#736 6/22/05

Just a Drop

In every drop of blood, rages war
For existence
Even in-sects !…

#736 6/22/05

Note: these two poems of Dennis Siluk’s reach out towards the world at large, with high spirits, wit and intensity; or so I do believe. What more can I say, except read them for yourself over a few times, see how they fit, or if you can absorb them. I like to read poetry at least three times; once quick to just get the words in my head; then the second time to kind of see how it is put together and check out the substance; and third for pure enjoyment, but sometimes I have to go back and see if I saw what I think I saw; like a painting, poetry can strike each person differently. It can trigger emotions like a movie. Anyhow, I read it a few more times especially if I see lots of images. Rosa Pealoza

EzineArticles Expert Author Dennis Siluk

Poet Dennis Siluk’s book, “Spell of the Andes,” is now out, and one can seen and purchased at http://www.amazon.com

Uncategorized02 Nov 2009 05:03 pm

FIND the MAGIC

Find the Magic
As you release old bondage
Come out of hiding
And see the stars

Find the Magic
As you expose the pain
Let the tears flow
And find beauty in your body

Find the Magic
As you scream from the beating
Run from the threats
And feel the warmth of a hug

Find the Magic
As the little girl is silenced
Told she is too smart for her own good
And she finds her place of honor as she speaks her mind

Find the Magic
As the ghosts creep into dream
Haunt your daily life
And you meet them at the crossroads and move on

Find the Magic
As you drift out of your body, avoiding the anger
Observe the separation
And you join the body temple once again to rejoice in this unique wonder

Find the Magic
As you listen to the conflicts and
Watch in horror
And emerge from the water whole and beautiful in a rainbow of colors

Find the Magic,
For you are whole once again

© 2004 Susan Bacon

Susan Bacon is an researcher, teacher and author. Contact her through her web site http://www.ecoentrepreneur.org

Having Fun& Kiddie Stuff& Uncategorized16 Jul 2009 04:18 am


Fundraising of any kind is a great way of helping out those who are in need. The first thing to do is to make sure the fundraising event is well publicized to get attention of as many people as possible. Make sure they know it is fun and is for a good cause too.

There are some classic ways to raise funds which always work and then there are fresh ideas which tend to entice people having a thirst for creativity. Classic fundraising ideas such as organizing card games and bingo games to raise money always work.

Other classic ways for fundraising include having bake sales and organizing sales of old books collected from different people known to you. Organizing family sports activities on a ticket per person basis is another classic and yet effective idea to raise funds for the needy.

A newer and fresher fund raising idea would be get in touch with a wholesale florist. Florists are found almost everywhere in almost every locality. They have flowers of every shape, size and color. On special occasions buy some Roses (on Valentines Day) Lilies (for Easter) and Poinsettias (for Christmas) at cheap rates from these wholesale florists and mark the prices up to raise enough money to help out your targeted group of needy.

Another fund raiser is compiling a cookbook. Any specialty printing press would be more than happy to put together such a book for a noble cause in relatively low prices especially if the book is in all black and white. When you involve everyone from school, colleges, group involved, friends & family in writing a recipe for your compilation, in no time you can have more than 100 recipes for the book. Once all the recipes are collected and printed you can price the books and sell them to interested buyers to raise enough money.

For fund raising you just really need to think outside the box. People tend to pay more for charity if they see creative and more innovative activities and products being offered in the fund raising event. Meet with local companies and see what they can offer you on cheap rates and higher potential sales value. Specially printing stores would be a great place to start. More companies you visit multiple products you will have, more products you have more appealing your event becomes and the higher funds you raise. Happy Fund Raising :)

Uncategorized28 May 2008 02:42 am

Coin collecting is not only fun to do but is also exciting. It can be something of a challenge to find that one rare coin to add to your collection. If you are not sure which coins are worth a lot or are very rare to find, then here is a guide which could help you identify them.

Gold coins circulation stopped during the early 1930s making them very rare and thus equally expensive. They make a good investment because gold is a commodity that should always retain its value to due its scarcity. For this reason, they are also a very good coin to invest in.

The Liberty Seated Dollar is another rare coin. They are very hard to find as they were last produced during the 19th century. The fact that nobody is really sure when exactly they went out of circulation is what makes them all the more rare and elusive.

The Twenty cents coins that were minted between 1875 to 1878 are very much worth looking out for. They resemble the quarters circulating today but are far more valuable and a great addition to any collection.

Minted from 1892 to 1915 the Barber half dollars are coins which are sought after by collectors who specialize on dates or type of coins. The trouble faced by them is finding Barber coins that are in good condition and if they do the sky is the limit in terms of their value.

The 1917 type One Standing Liberty Quarter is another coin very much in demand. It shows the exposed breast of Ms. Liberty and was only minted for 2 years. As you can imagine this coin caused a major uproar at the time and for this reason it was only in circulation for a year.

The market value of Mercury dimes is $50 a piece. Not so expensive as they have been produced a few times over the course of the 20th century but is never the less a coin that is also worth owning as it will no doubt go further up in value.

The Walking Liberty Half Dollar were only circulated for 4 years. It is one of the most appealing and beautiful coins for a collector to have in his or hers collection and is one of the rarest. Truly a great coin to adorn any highly prized collection.

Another rare coin is the Texas Commemorative Half Dollar. This is no surprise as only 150,000 of them were minted over 4 years. Only about two third of that number is available to purchase or trade which makes it one of the hardest to find.

The “creme de la creme” or “Rolls Royce” of coins is the $20 Saint Gaudens. Sold for the best part of 8 million dollars at auction it boasts a truly superb design and it is so sought after that its value has always remained the same even during the market recession periods of the early 1980s.

As you can see rare coins such as these are what every collector aspire to having in their collection. They are not only hard to find but when you do find them, the price for them will be almost prohibitive. But certainly if you do have the money to invest on these coins you will find it to be money very well invested. This is what makes coin collecting so challenging as one day you hope to trade your coins up to the point where you can afford these rare coins. And when you do you will certainly feel like all your passion and hard work has been all worth it.

James Ross is the web master of Collectible-coins.info a website totally dedicated to coins collecting. For more articles and information please find out more at http://collectible-coins.info

Next Page »